Dreams and reality
I can finally feel like autumn is officially here, it feels like cold weather has settled down and brought with it some old memories or maybe because I am just sitting in my old room. The same place where I used to be that dreamer little girl planning a bright future and I have to admit that's really refreshing. I am experiencing the same feelings and thoughts, the same energy, everything...
Years ago, I was sitting right here dreaming about going to an art school and expressing myself or like I used to call it "giving the world what I have to offer" which seems to me kind of funny. What's not funny is when I became aware of the roughness I had to go through to reach my goal. As the
introspective and dreamy person I was, exposing myself to the real life was a big breakdown to me. Comprehending how everything was really functioning made me quit my dreams and sit on the side waiting for time to show me what I will become. But before surrendering once and for all I decided to head directly where I could maybe turn into what I eternally wanted to grow into. That's when I discovered that dreaming and wishing is just one small part from the process, furthermore hard work is a major factor and if you wonder why, the answer is this: no matter how someone of you think they're good at something there will be an abundant amount of people who are so much better, the thing that will make you invisible and abandoned. A feeling that is intolerable to everyone and sadly it's another reason for a lot of people renounce their dreams and definitely affirm that life was not fair to them. I am a quitter myself but I never do it once and for all since I like to start all over and because I believe that failing multiple times gives you more strength each time to continue the pursuit of your dreams and finally attain the finish line.
introspective and dreamy person I was, exposing myself to the real life was a big breakdown to me. Comprehending how everything was really functioning made me quit my dreams and sit on the side waiting for time to show me what I will become. But before surrendering once and for all I decided to head directly where I could maybe turn into what I eternally wanted to grow into. That's when I discovered that dreaming and wishing is just one small part from the process, furthermore hard work is a major factor and if you wonder why, the answer is this: no matter how someone of you think they're good at something there will be an abundant amount of people who are so much better, the thing that will make you invisible and abandoned. A feeling that is intolerable to everyone and sadly it's another reason for a lot of people renounce their dreams and definitely affirm that life was not fair to them. I am a quitter myself but I never do it once and for all since I like to start all over and because I believe that failing multiple times gives you more strength each time to continue the pursuit of your dreams and finally attain the finish line.
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