Isn't it just weird when you have this feeling that something is missing but you just ignore it.
You wonder if is it just something random or you have really lost a very interesting part of yourself, you keep thinking and thinking and it just gets messier each time. You try doing things like you used to: watch the same movies, listen to the same songs and clear the dust out of some old memories hoping that maybe you will end up finding what's missing...

That's my story. I found myself sitting on my chair and writing you this because it was my last option. I always thought growing up and changing would do me good but on the contrary I eliminated everything that made me my own self which is a very big mistake to be done. You try to fit in a society that is not fitted, sad don't you think?
You are told to be a person with specific features and one of these traits is being ignorant.Why?
Because you will never ask questions and you will always be afraid, considering that people fear of the unknown. My point is society is made of a big amount of ignorant and unconscious people who were also unique individuals but they were abruptly forced to become a group of stereotypes.
A few have made it to adulthood and it's the reason that gave me hope and made me realize that it's never late for anything. It takes just time and some consciousness to become a unique and balanced person who is not afraid to speak their mind and have a healthy lifestyle.
This is my goal and this is the missing part, it wasn't removed from the past it was developing and then it stopped just to put up with a group of people and embrace their bad habits and useless customs.
In conclusion, everyone should follow both their instinct and reason to become the best version of themselves.